Oh dear.... yes, I know, I know....
I promised to giv you some new stuff...ya.
But I just don't....really have ideas.
I don't know, there's so much I wanna do, but I just don't get it started. Also my fingers are nervous on coding some new pages, my new portfolio and so on, but somehow...I'm just doing tech-studies right now. Working on some AJAX-Stuff, little Scripts, cool effects,...
But absolutely no progress in design or page layout
Oh it's depressing^^ I WANNA work, but I prevent myself from doing so^^
But I promise (second, third,... time) I'll start something BIG soon. Huge project, I never did before. And it'll be amazing^^

Just hold the line please^^

HEY! Stop that! Don't burry me^^

Ya everybody, I'm still alive (at least something close to it^^).
So first of all, sorry for my abscence. There are exactly two feelings I'm able to be creative with:
1st I'm fuckin' happy
2nd I'm fuckin' down...
well...number two is the stronger one, most of the time.
So sorry for not posting anything for such a long time, I just wasn't able to. Although I got so many ideas somewhere in my mind, I just can't realize them, don't know why but, dough... who cares^^

But hey, at least I haven't been completely abscent. I wrote a novell^^ (Yes I really did). And....u know the most freaky thing about it? I still like it
Usually I finish something, and hate it afterwards. But this time, after reading each of these about 380 pages twice, I still like it^^
(No, I won't publish it. First of all because it's in german so nearly nobody will understand it. Also I don't wanna translate all this... Iga maybe you'd like to?^^ But you have my permission to publish it when I'm dead....will be more dramatic, you know^^)

Ok, I'll stop here^^
But you have my word, I'll post some new stuff soon^^
At least my new portfolio page, I'm currently working on. At the moment I'm scripting, so if somebody is interested in some technical stuff, feel free to ask for links. The design itself currently is just a scrap...will change a lot I think, but later^^

Greetz to all my friends out there
C u soon

longing for love...

Ya new year started, all the shit at school will be over in 2 weeks, sooo...
say hello to the summer
*gr* i dont know, somehow i feel happy
maybe coz of her?^^ She says she loves me
allthough i dont know if it's true coz she never does that on phone and there are always some very difficult situations where i just feel fooled, but she says that so i believe it and hope it's no lie. Dont ask me why i'm telling u all that. To be serious, i dont know. I just need to tell that somebody...
So come on, grab ur vans, tune in Alev and dance
Wah, cant wait for summer...HURRY!!!!!!

Soooooo....ya...greetings to some important people of coz:

DadsDarling .... Darling i really really love u. u remember ur dream? let's make it true together i love u!

rhythmdrums.... i really miss talking to u but somehow we just dont meet =/ hope to see u soon!

orzechowa....

So what to say?
Nothing new in my life...
still there's nobody to share my life, so i think i'll spam u a little...
(i dont know if somebody reads this but if so, sorry^^)
I dont know, at the moment everything is so fucked up...
I'm so hardly in love and she's acting like a wall...
fucking feelings, love suxx....

well but there's the next point, "Love Suxx" will be the name of my upcoming pic series. i currently dont know what i'll do or when, but it will be great xD
sooo....
well keep visiting me^^ (so i dont feel so lonely too^^)

thanx to everybody...
rhythmdrums, orzechowa, cr1ss, iSuz, luv ya all =0*
thx so much... for everything