Is there somebody up in the sky?
absolutely!
and he or she fucking hates me....
there's no other possibility for all this.

5 times now. 5 times!
everytime i think i found someone and really get happy,
everytime i really think now everything will get better,
i just get hurt....

but i think in the end it's my fault...
i just fall in love too fast...
to the wrong persons....
i should forget all this shit
and start something productive...